| These words keep rhyming in my head,
Screaming, Telling me something must be said,
A year and two months ago who would have ever known,
That it'd be you that let me go.
I am not bitter,
Nor am I the least bit sweet,
Because it wasn't me who was the quitter,
It was your defeat.
We all make decisions day to day,
That changes everything around,
And now it's time to make me pay.
Fortunately I am numb to it this time,
It's almost as if we're strangers,
Even though there's feeling in every word of this rhyme.
All along I was breaking apart,
And you still loved me,
With all of your heart.
Today is a new day and a brand new start,
Left with the memories and a broken heart.
Next time I'm with someone like you,
I'll remember what went wrong,
How long it was going on,
And that time I'll know it..
...Give myself a little shove,
Because next time I'll know,
This is how I lost my first true love. |
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| Life as you know it never stays the same. One of the many hard lessons learned in life.
Spent all of break in Idaho. Learning what kind of friend I am. Long story short. Learning who I miss and who I should have never really cared for. Hard to understand but there's logic to it. Came back the day before New Years && Spent that at Trey's house. I [heart] those guys! Then ended up at Ashton's by the end of the night! One of my BFFs! Love youu giiirl!
Hollister LovexX: Do you ever notice when we plan to hang out, it's always planning on getting in some sort of trouble? lol That's Great 
SweetAdiction38: hehe
SweetAdiction38: 
SweetAdiction38: what!??!! That's nonsense!
Hollister LovexX:  definately 
SweetAdiction38: haha
SweetAdiction38: Kadee...
SweetAdiction38: wanna go to church?
SweetAdiction38: BABAHHAHAHHAAAA
Hollister LovexX: yeah, if we can smoke a bowl on the way
Hollister LovexX: haha jk
SweetAdiction38: nooo you're not
SweetAdiction38: lol
SweetAdiction38: and.. yah, sounds good to me
Hollister LovexX: no really :-X i was
Hollister LovexX: lol oh geeze
Me&&Cortney always have interesting conversations about nonsense. haha i love her!
School starts tomorrow. Not looking forward to it for a number of reasons. But I keep telling myself the only way you get through life and learn things is through the choices and mistakes you make. Whatever, I'm trying to be optimistic here. I can't tell if it's really working. Oh well.
Hope everyone had a great break! And I love youuu alll!!!
XoXo |
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| so this has definately been an interesting past few weeks. I'll leave that at that. I live with Ashley now. it's pretty pimp. it's like a sleep over everynight.
I LOVE MY FRIENDS!
I'll be thinking of you
So when everything seems alright
when everybody's asleep at night
I'll be thinking of you
When the months pass by
and this silence starts to cry
I'll be thinking of you
Years from now when I have this grudge
when everything seems much more above
I'll be thinking of you
When I walk down the aisle
and your not there
even though it's a long while
I'll be thinking of you
When I sit down for dinner
and it's in the middle of winter
I'll be thinking of you
And then as the years start to pass
and the snow turns back to grass
your memory will fade
that's when your value has finally been degrade
I'll barely be thinking of you
Years from now when you have nothing left
except for the bitterness you have clearly kept
I have you'll be the one thinking of me.
<3 |
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haha my boyrfiend is so pretty.. lol..
Sooo there's Me Kelsey and Merda! before the Keller vs. Grapevine Game.
School sucks.. but whats new? I definately am ready for the coldness to come back again. I like to bundle up. Hmm yeah. So this weekend I'm goin campin w. everyone! that should be fun. The best part is- CORTNEY MARIE BLACK is chillin w. us!  I love her! lol
Don't have much more to share right now. I love you all! enjoy  |
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They didn't agree on much. in fact they rarely
agreed on anything thEy fought All the timE
and . they chaLlengeD each other everyday
but in spite their differences * they had 'One
important thing in common _they were crazy
About each othEr --»» * t h e n o t e b o o k –
Two Of My BFF's Bitches!! Ashton && Mere! I love Them!!
I love miss Paige!
FALL BREAK BITCHES!!!
(( haha and I stole this from miss amber))...
Girls English
yes = no
no = yes
maybe = no
it's your decision = the correct decision should be obvious by now
do what you want = you`ll pay for this later
we need to talk = i need to bitch
sure....go ahead = i don`t want you to
i`m not upset = of course i`m upset, u moron
how much do u love me? = i did somethin today that your not gonna really like me for
is my butt fat? = tell me im beautiful
you have to learn to communicate = just agree with me
r u listening to me? = tolate..your dead
Guys- Learn It
Guys English
i`m hungry = i`m hungry
i`m sleepy = i`m sleepy
i`m tired = i`m tired
do you want to go to a movie? =i `d eventually like to have sex with you
can i take you out to dinner? = i`d eventually like to have sex with you
can i call you sometime? = i`d eventually like to have sex with you
may i have this dance? = i`d eventually like to have sex with you
nice dress = nice cleavage
u look tense, let me give you a massage = i want to fondle you
Girls- Make Sure You Understand It
Pretty Much I think That's some funny stuff.. lol.. Take Notes Ladies  |
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